Ankita Lokhande says she refused huge movies as she wished to marry Sushant Singh Rajput, was ‘completely lost’ after their break-up

Ankita Lokhande has ended her silence on her relationship with Sushant Singh Rajput and the way it ended. The two dated for six years, earlier than parting methods in 2016. Ankita’s presence apart from Sushant’s household after his loss of life was lauded by followers. However, just lately, the actor was trolled mercilessly, for ending their relationship again within the day. Ankita has now opened up about dealing the aftermath of Sushant’s loss of life, how their breakup affected her and the massive movies that she let go as she wished to marry and calm down with him.
Talking concerning the time Sushant broke up along with her, Ankita stated that she believed it was okay to be silent to respect her relationship. She stated individuals had no inkling concerning the fact. “I am not blaming anyone. But he made his choice clear. He wanted to go with his career,” the actor shared in an interview with Bollywood Bubble.
The actor additional opened up saying that she was utterly misplaced again then, and is grateful to God that she got here out of that section. Sharing that for greater than two years, she wasn’t in a frame of mind to even work and would keep at residence mendacity on her mattress, with out speaking to anybody. For Ankita, there have been moments when she didn’t know what to do, as for her ‘life was finished’ after Sushant left. The actor stated she wouldn’t name herself depressed however it was immense grief and unhappiness that she went by way of. She was additionally lonely as most individuals would provide her sympathy on floor however nobody cared to know.
 

 
Probably for the primary time, Ankita Lokhande acknowledged being in a relationship with Vicky Jain as she informed that there was a degree in her life, when she realised she needed to let go of Sushant in order that another person may enter that area. “And I met Vicky and am very happy with him. He has brought that much needed balance in my life.”
The actor revealed that she let go of huge movies like Happy New Year, Ram Leela, Sultan and Bajirao Mastani as she wished to get married and have a household. “When I met Shah Rukh Khan sir in Macau with Sushant, he promised to give me the best part. However, at the back of my mind I didn’t want it to work out. For me, I wanted the best for Sushant, I wanted to build my man and quietly supported him for long. Only after my breakup, I realised that I too have my individuality, and I need to work on myself and work for myself,” Ankita shared.
She then went on to relate how Sanjay Leela Bhansali warned her that she would remorse not taking over Bajirao Mastani. While he was eager to have her on board, Ankita shared that she stated no to him saying, ‘mujhe shaadi karni hai (I want to get married).’ Even when Varun Dhawan referred to as her for Badlapur, the actor refused the provide saying she was proud of Pavitra Rishta. As per her, if the present had run for 10 extra years, she would have fortunately finished that.

 
“I have no regrets. To be honest as my priority was something else back then. Also, I did not know how to balance career and personal life. Now I do and I keep telling every one that you should know how to maintain both well separately. Don’t let yourself get lost. I started giving up on everything that was important to me. Now I am working my best towards creating that balance,” she shared.
While Ankita Lokhande by no means needed to face a discrimination given she was coming from tv, she did have her personal share of uncomfortable experiences when it got here to casting sofa. The first time it occurred was when the actor had simply began out and acquired a proposal for a south movie. When Ankita was informed she would want to sleep with the producer to get the movie, in her phrases ‘band bajaa di maine’. The actor stated that she felt one thing in her break realizing that somebody had the audacity to even ask her for such favours.
The second time, the Manikarnika actor stated occurred with an enormous star, and she or he may really feel the bizarre vibe with only a handshake. “I left the meeting instantly as I knew this was not going to happen. I will never work this way.”

She concluded by saying that though Sushant is gone, she remains to be near his household as she needs to care for them. The actor shared that she has at all times maintained her contact with them over all these years, as she likes to maintain her individuals shut. “I don’t let go of my relationships,” shared Ankita Lokhande.